it's almost ridiculous how i can lie on my bed, convulsed in sobs one minute and then giggle like a schoolgirl the next, (i just realised i sound deranged. i blame shinhwa) i miss people who don't miss me back. my best friend doesn't seem to want to talk to me anymore (i really think she hates me sometimes but who wouldn't haha), my fav girl's ( Read more... )

( long, rambly text ahead. )